So, neither of us has written anything here for awhile. That sucks.

That said, I haven’t talked to you in awhile as well. That also sucks.

Truth is though, it feels like a lot has happened over the past month, but nothing has really happened.

I don’t even know. My head is spinning. I haven’t slept well for the past two weeks. Every night I wake up during the middle of the night and flip around and around, not being able to fall back asleep. I can’t remember the last time I slept uninterrupted.

I feel like work is…pointless. Like, what the heck am I even doing here? So unproductive, so UNABLE to be productive. Do I even know what I’m doing? Am I even doing ANYTHING?